Along road in,

I've been on this road for about 12years.I didn't gain alot of weight until I got married. I was 149lbs. when I got married 12yrs.ago. My son came and my daughter,:)Then I had abad car accident and was out of work for 7months. I.ve lost and gained. and lost and gained. A year and a half ago I went through everything, and was even approved for Gastric Bypass. The day before , I canceled! The girl across the street from my mom had had the surgery 5months before and she died that morning from complications. I was very upset! I saw an article on T.V. and asked my doctor about it. It's been a journey since April. I had my initial visit and now I'm down to the waiting for the insurance company. I hope it gets approved , i'm worried because I dropped out at the last minute. I'm also concerned with the liquid diet , but i"ll cross that bridge when it happens one thing I like is my liquid diet seems to have more choices then other people have.:eek: