23 Days and Counting

I had a great Easter weekend. We did'nt do anything special, just knocked around the house. DH is being very supportive of the diet. Spaking of the DIET.... I went by the health food store to get supplies, all determined to stick to this. Had a hard time last week because I just did'nt have the supplies. Had all the bad stuff still in my kitchen, chips, icecream, candy, you know what I'm talking about. Well I wanted to arm my self with the protein shake mixes, two diffrent flavors, and some samples of some others. I like the cherry, mixed with lemonade crystal light, it almost taste like a cherry limeade from Sonic. It is real refreshing. Did real good Saturday, had my monrning shake, made a salad with chicken breast for lunch, DH B-B-Qed chicken that night, had baked beans and asparagas. Feeling all good about the day!! Easter Sunday, had to get up real early for church, had my shake, went to church, friends invited us to lunch, I was starving and tired. I know that when you start a new diet it can make you tired for a few days. Had roast cut in tiney pieces (chew, chew, chew) , greenbeans, carrots and NO ROLLS. I was feeling all good about myself, I have this thing in the bag, Out comes the lemon ice box pie.....:faint: Yep I had a piece. And I loved every bite. I guess this is part of that Last Meal syndrom everyone talks about. Evey bite I savored thinking, this could be the last pie you every eat. How silly is that. I just get me how our minds can convience our mouths to open and our hand to cram food into it. But it is okay if me can have a very good reason for it, RIGHT :tired . Well you know what they say, baby steps, and today is another day. So I sit her sipping my shake and full of determination and shaking my fist in the air saying, TODAY by GOD, I will make it.