Two days before

Today is Wednesday, March 8, 2006. Friday is my surgery. I am excited but scared. I keep going back and forth in my mood because this is such a huge step in my life. It has taken me a year and a half to get here. I had difficulty with getting my insurance to pay.

I have already dropped 10 pounds with the pre-surgery instructions. This is fantastic. I don't know why I weighed this morning, but I am glad I did. I had started to notice the difference and I wanted to confirm the loss.

Everyone at work is really excited for me. My family is awesome. Tomorrow will be all liquid again and for a month... Something that I find very difficult to adjust my mind to quit falling into the "scared" mood.

:nervous That is a good picture of me.:soccer: I will miss 1 and maybe 2 soccer games within the 7 to 10 days of the estimated recovery time.