5/3/07 OMG! What AM I doing??

Been hell at school today - some vile kids and organizing my cover for next week and told my line manager I might not be in for 2 weeks as people seem to think I'll be sore for longer than I thought. At least all the activity and a staff meeting after school took my mind off tomorrows events!

The nurse called this evening to ask a few questions and explain what'll happen tomorrow - she asked how my pre op diet was going (what pre op diet?) then she went on about someone who'd lost half stone for her op (Why have the op if you can lose weight so easily??).

I have this nagging feeling that if anyone is going to fail with the band .. it's bound to be me. I know that's not fighting talk and if I heard anyone say that sort of thing I'd say they're doomed to fail.. please let it work for me!!

I'm worrying now about the actual operation now and I must focus on the good that'll come out of all this and think beyond the op itself.

Time to pack my bag and get things ready for the kids..

I promise I'll be back to tell what happens - if not.. well:straight