3/03/07

It's been a really rubbish week. My pre op diet despite all my good intentions has been non existent. I've searched out loads of good advice .. and what have I done with.. nothing! so now with just a few days to go before the op I'm wondering if the surgeon will take one look at me and boot me out. I still haven't told the kids or any of the family about this, close friends and work think its women's problems - so I feel guilty about that. Jake has dislocated his shoulder which means I need to be well enough next thursday to take him to his hospital appointment. I am trying to do this for me - but i feel like I'm swimming against the current ALL the time. To ad insult to injury here I am with a twisted ankle which is throbbing like mad and I'm hobbling round like an idiot.

Please let this work! I've read so many success stories and seen the before and after pics but somewhere deep down I feel like I'll be one of the ones it won't work for.:phanvan