Emotions

Boy am I an emotional basket case today! I have so much going on and am starting the liquid diet tomorrow. I think it is all starting to sink in that this is real and happening really fast! I thought it was good timing to have the surgery but now I'm getting all these invites for holiday parties and christmas and FOOD. think i'm feeling a little resentful about it... But my desire to not feel soo exhausted and miserable is far more important to me than any frickin food!