my life

my life is getting ready to blossom, i can't wait to get my surgery and work on myself, this is one time in my life that everything is about me, i feel so ready and mentally capable of changing my way of living:)

by the way im so in love

2/10/2007

well i recieved the news that i am gettting the surgery because my therapist really believes in me and im so happy, but now im feeling kinda nervous and anxious because i saw this website at Youtube.com/lapband

and i saw alot of people talking really negative about the lapband and i have faith in god so im not gonna let everyone elses experience control my dreams, so that got me a little nervous about everything, but otherwise than that i feel very good. but im trying to figure out how am i gonna go on a liquid diet 4 weeks b4 the surgery i think thats gonna be the hardest challenge in my life

feedback anyone???