Wondering

I am applying for the gastric sleeve.

Seems I'm always hungry, hungry hippo.

And with my lifestyle modifications and the sleeve, I am confident that I will achieve my goals.

The choice to have the sleeve is not easy one. I'm terrified of surgery.

Mostly that i will be one of those that "wake up" during the surgery.

I know that with all the medical advances that its very very unlikely but i still worry about it. Irrational I know.

Well, right now I'm sitting in limbo.

Met with the surgeon- check.

Dietician-check

Scheduled app with psych consult-check.

Loose 10%- slowly working on it.

I have went from 204 down to 195 so far.

Hit humps and bumps.

My worst bump would have to be Sunday family dinners. SOOO much FOOD!!

I did really great this sunday. I only ate about 25% of what i would normally consume. yay me!!

I do little excersize.

My chronic fatigue has me down.

Plus full time job and toddler and a very lazy messy husband, leaves me with housework, housework and more housework to be done.

I would like to join a gym but having social anxiety (weight induced mostly) thats easier said than done.

I'm looking to get a decent priced treadmill to use at home. *fingers crossed*

Well going to get back to work.