Butterflies

Oooooooo eeeee! Words can't describe how anxious and excited I am for a new chapter in my life. I am due to schedule my surgery come November of this year. I've been approved but I have a trip planned for mid October and need to save money for that before my surgery. While I am waiting for that to happen every day I think of all the things to come new clothes, the way I'll be eating differently, peoples reactions to my new slender physic. I just wish I could slow down on eating all the sweet stuff I'm just telling myself it'll be your last one for looooong awhile doll! I need to gain control hmph! If I knew how to do that I wouldn't be so heavy most of my life, but here I am signed up for something I thought of but never thought I'd really go out and do. In the mean time waiting anxiosly...