I am so excited.....I have 20 more days till surgery. I went today to get the addresses of everyone I have to pay before this can happen.. The Drs nurse happened to be the one that helped me and she was so nice and informative. She gave me all my info, and talked me through what is fixing to happen. She asked when my appointment was with the Dr and I said I didnt know and she informed me that it was Wednesday at which point i would start my liquid diet. I was sooo surprised that the words actually came out of her mouth.

You see I knew it was coming up but she said you are 2 weeks out and you have to start you liquids next week...( she said YOU HAVE TOOO) that means this is happenning!!!!!!

I nearly dropped a tear on the way to the car,but i didnt.

I also told her that i had already started doing the liquids just to see what I liked and try some bars. I said I had a shake in the morning one at lunch and a protien bar at 3 the ate at 6 a high protien supper.....she said great keep it up and try to do the shake at supper and you already have this wooped.

I was sooo proud of me!!!!!:thumbup:

I realized talking with a girl I work with that I do not have a love affair with food, I just have a crappy body that is working against me. I love stuf that tastes good but I can have sweets at the house and never touch it.

Im going to be positive and say that I am going to loos ethe weight I want and i am going to keep it off because I do have will power and i can do this. My pcos has ran by body long enough and come Sept 3rd I will take control back:001_tt2: