Entry Day #5

I had some shopping to do for Teacher appreciation luncheon tomorrow. I ended up returning a purchase I had made and had to do an exchange for a gift. I went to the 3x's and found some things. I have to say it did not feel real that one day soon, I would not be wearing this size. What will I look like, will it be as great as I think it will be? What happens if I dont have to have a plus size at all? Of course, that is what my goal is, but my head is still trying to comprehend what life will be like for me. Do I really think that this will bring a joy and happiness to my everyday life that has never been there? I dont think it is the answer to all of my problems, just some of them.:scared0: