1.5.07

well im on the count down to getting banded. 1.31.07 i will see the doc in a week and then i have one last test and im all set, i hope, i hope nothing comes up to stall the surgery. im going to be nervous untill i get the final say that all is good. my mom is not being supportive for this new venture im taking. i think all my family on my side is thinking im not going to make it. that i will fail at yet another weight loss diet. That makes me want it more than i can say. i want to look great when they see me the next time. But i must say it has put a damper on my spirit. i felt soo good untill the fight with my mom the other day, its all i can do but to cry all the time now. i will try to get past her hatefull words and think positive but its hard. :think

sorry you are having a rough time.

please take care of yourself. you will be banded before you know it.