I went to my meeting this morning. It was particularly boring. I usually love those meetings but Weightwatchers launched a new plan so we had to sit through the leader going over the whole thing.

I was down 0.6lbs this week to make a total of 18. I don't know what the heck is up with that since I stayed within my points and exercised 5 days at an hour each day. (as well as one day doing floor exercises when I couldn't get to the gym). Maybe my body is just adjusting to the 6 pound loss last week. I really shouldn't be obsessing and just go with the flow. A loss is better than a gain.

I am cranky today and I think it is because I have so much on my mind with the upcoming surgery. I am scared! It will be here so soon. I watched the lapband surgery video from BWH last night and was amazed. It actually made it look much less scary.

I have this wacky urge to eat something today that I know I will probably never eat again. I am leaning toward getting a small steak and cheese sub. Is that nuts? I just think I won't ever eat it because the steak is really chewy. At the same time, I haven't had anything bad like that in 2 months and I don't really miss it. Why the urge to get something like that today? I must be nuts! We'll see what I end up doing. I haven't had that last supper mentality until today. My plan is to go to mostly liquids starting tomorrow so I feel like I should get in one last yummy meal. i dunno......

Good luck with your surgery. I don't know if this will help or not, but a suggestion for your pre-op diet . . . my Dr has his own website with the 7 day pre-op liquid diet, and you might want to review it and see if it's something your're interested in. His website is www.texaslapbandcenter.com