Feeling Down

I had a snow day today...so I didnt have to go into work and it is Friday, but why I am feeling so so down?

I think that not being able to resort to my old eating habits is really starting to "crack" me. I feel very down and sort of lost... it is actually really pathetic...why has food meant this much to me? WTF!!!

Since my boyfriend and I and all of my good neighbor friends had a snow day we all hung out together...again...something I really like to do and people I love to spend time with...so why am I feeling so down?? Well they were all drinking and eating yummy snacks, which I can not do...sometimes I hate this band that restricts me, I hate the fact that I put my body through this and I cannot do what I want even though it is unhealthy. I get so mad...I feel like no one around me understands, they dont understand the pain...

WOW you are not alone. You can be around many friends but without being able to eat all the food you once did you feel lonely. With time it will get better. We have to focus on our goals or they will slip further and further away. Keep your head up and your fork down.