Here Goes Nothing!!

"Mom...You know how you always ask me to consider getting that Lap Band thing?"

"Yeah.."

"I'm interested in it!!"

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Okay so...

Is it a little weird that I'm actually nervous, scared, and excited all at the same time to get this thing going?

This week is gonna draaaggg on!!

I meet up for like a consult...evaluation something or whatever next Monday.

My mom has a lot of friends that have already had this so I'm gonna talk with them about what's gonna go down and what it entails.

I'm ready for it but at the same time, I'm kinda nervous.

I'm like hella afraid of needles and I'm really scared to find out if I could be close to becoming a diabetic.

**Sigh**

It also seems even more weird that I have MTV's show True Life to thank for me making the move to decide on getting this!!

I have like a million thoughts racing through my mind right now so I'm hoping I can get some sleep tonight!!

Until tomorrow!

BYEE!!