nightmares

Nothing exciting going on today... but i did have this weird dream last night. I was going in for surgery and there were all these medical people around me talking and I couldnt hear and I just kept saying "where is my surgeon, where is my surgeon" okay, so now I am having nightmares are the big day... How fun. :rolleyes I guess maybe subconciously I am just coming to terms with the whole thing. I have been operated on before so going under really doesnt bother me, but I dont know.. just getting a few butterflies maybe.

Been there done that. 2 weeks before 1 week before and a few days before surgery I began getting really scared and said I don't have to do this. Then I would think, all that I have gone through, appt, sleep study and I'm not going to do it. Then a few months later I would think what in the world have you done. Well I had that last thought with the band also. LOL