I want to cry sometimes....

It is soo funny to hear from people who haven't seen me in a while to say, wow, you've lost weight. It's crazy because I have not been seeing many changes except for my upper body because the scale says something totally different. I still work out, I watch what I eat and listen to my band although it is not filled yet. I just can't wait to have my fill because I feel that will give me the boost that I need.

So anyway, I took a trip to Baltimore, MD last weekend and had a great time. I did so much walking that by the end of the day my feet were swollen and I was so worn out. Did I tell you I did a good job eating or so I think. I ate eggs and bacon for breakfast, clams, Oyeters and crab legs for lunch... one round only and not too much and I got back to the hotel so late I couldn't have dinner so I skipped it. Anywho, to make this long blog short I am really feeling depressed bacause I want to see a change but I'm not feeling or see much and it's driving me crazy. UUUGGGGHHH, I NEED MY FILL!!!