a bad day

tired. sleeping like shit. cant really get comfortable. easily annoyed by pretty much everything. animals making me crazy. stressed.

i feel like my life has been turned upside down by this whole thing. i didnt realize i was going to be so stressed out by it. i cant focus on anything lately. i can barely think, probably due to the lack of carbohydrates. ive been forgetting protein shakes. i missed one yesterday...and one today but ill play catch-up for todays shake. 5 days left. im nervous and having second thoughts but thats pretty normal before surgery or so im told.

i just feel like crap.

also, i want food. *grumps*

This too shall pass. Hang in there you are doing great.

Ok act as if you feel better! It is all a state of MIND so put yourself in the mind-set. It will help. Refocus on things you like and keep busy. I am sipping a drink right this minute and I can feel ya!!! Just hang in and all will work out. Best wishes imaluckydog

You sound a lot like I did during my pre-op diet. Honestly, I found that sleeping was the best thing to do. First, I had no energy to do anything else and second; I was unable to over-think things if I was asleep. Maybe not the best thing to do and you may not have that option, but whatever you can do to get out of your head is best. Don't over think it...you've done enough of that I'm sure having come to the conclusion to have the procedure in the first place.

Best of luck to you! It's a good choice...the first of many more good choices to come.