Going Backwards

I posted last week that I felt something stuck and was sliming constantly. I received a few good suggestions and they did work temporarly, but I can't take it any more. I am going to get an un-fill today. I am feeling so guilty right now, because I feel as though I am going backwards.... I know this is a temporary evil and after a few days, whatever is stuck will pass and I'll be able to get a fill, but yet I still feel guilty. Why?? Maybe I'm just scared that I'll revert back to my old ways. I guess this is my 1st trial.... Wish me luck or better yet, keep me in your prayers. Thank you!!!!