No surgery for me

Well I am scheduled for surgery 9/25....but I can't do it. I have 4 classes on Mondays and Wednesdays...one night class on Tuesday....and a night on Thursday... at best I can only have surgery on a Thursday so I can be back to class on Monday.....only missing one class. Even hubby said no way to a Monday. Tutition is $10,000 a semester....i get too far behind, I am blowing it!!! Ugh I am so sad I feel like driving my car into a tree. Ugh, this was not supposed to be how it goes. I need help now, another semester, and I'll be another 100 lbs heavier...ugh i am gonna puke......why is this happening to me...I really am a nice person. :think

Ohhhh I'm sorry, you will get it all worked out. Do you have your CPAP on right now?

Ok girl - now hear this (said in a nice way but with a firm voice lol) - you will NOT drive yourself into a tree - you will use this semester to get used to your cpap -- and you will report in via your journal - and exercise! and you won't gain more weight- I promise you that - if you exercise daily - I'm losing without a band - time-wise because I am in school too right now! and Medicare issue regarding fills - so I'm working it on my own - I know you can do this - PM me if you want - we'll encourage one another --- you can always be banded between terms ya know - Christmas time gives you a bit of time off -it will work out-you'll see! HUGS girl!