Day 9 post op

Man....Just when I think I have the hang of thisi Lapthingy.....I kinda screwed up. :mad:Not too bad but learned a reallllly good lesson. Beins I am day 9 out and REALLLLLLLLYYYYY desperate for REAL food:eek:.......welllllll......the toast my wife fixed herself for breakfast smelled sooooo good. And waitin till she went to work is bein sneaky right? I mean if she dont see it it didnt happen right?:thumbup:Do you think I was smart enuff to stop at a slice of toast? WEll noooooooooooo. Not me!!! Mr. Wise one!!!! If one slice of toast is good maybe one scrambled egg would be a nice addiditon. The crackers, potted meat, slime-fast and all that stuff just isnt enuff you know....yeah right. If one egg is good it seems to follow that 2 in the pan would be better.:thumbup: dont want one to get lonley and hell I am using a small plate. and a slice of ham too-----chopped up reallly fine you know.......kind of like an omlet. yeah reallly close to one. I was smart enuff NOT to down the whole thing.:cursing: I got 4 bites---well chewed you know--into my pie hole and realized I might be headed for trouble if I kept on packin in the grub. I am sittin here starin at a plate (a small one you know:tt2:)of what has just become a reward for my faithful pooch Mattie the Wonder Dog. Note to self.....STAY THE HELL OUT OF THE KITCHEN. YOU ARE STILL WEAK WHEN IT COMES TO FOOD. YOU WILL BEHAVE OR I WIL KICK MY OWN ASSL....Wait...I am talkin to myself.:laugh:I wonder how much the poor pooch is gonna gain? Gotta be realllly careful with that too. Here come the belches......I am down 9 lbs since weds BTW. Thought one little "reward" would be just the ticket. Now I am hurtin. Serves me right. :thumbup:

lol... oh wow.. dont feel bad.. 5 days into my post op i tried to eat a sushi beachroll.. and man was it calling my name.. unfortunately it didnt wanna stay down and thats when it ALL came up.. that was a lesson learned for me..lol so dont feel bad.. it will be ok

I did lear just what PBing is. LOL WOW!!! Thought for a few mins there I was reallllyyy gonna need to do something. I did do something. I belchedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.......a lot and often. Man bein addicted to food really sucsk. Especially when you are a good cook!!!On with life. CHARGE!!!!!!!!!BTW a sushi beachroll sounds reallllly good. maybe some chineese bbq ribs, pot stickers, fried rice and a tub of warm saki too. LOL

Yea ur sure right about being a food addict..lol.. thats me for real... i hate having food go to waste and having this band aint helping non.. and trust me i try.. i really try to not let food go to waste but came to reality that all that happens is that i throw it back up and end up in pain...UGH!!!! i think i eat or at least try to eat just to eat because i see people eating.. but after time.. u will figure out what u can and can not eat.. good luck with ur band.. and cheating every once in awhile wont hurt.. at least once or twice a month..lol it will be well deserved...