Dreamin'

Yes, 2 blogs in one day-one complaining, one hopeful...

Call me vain if you will (it IS my name)

But I can't help but think and hope of the future.

A day when I'll REALLY be hot, and not fat-hot.

I got my teeth whitened and they're AMAZING.

Got a chemical peel- my skin is a work in progress.:smile2:

And best of all I'm 5 days post op and the lightest I have been in years!:thumbup:

There's a couple events coming up and I'd really like to WOW the people there!

I know that I'm awesome now, But I really can't wait for the new and improved Vanity to rear her lovely head and take over THE WORLD!!:bored:

I'll post new pics in a few weeks, I wanna make sure you can tell a difference.

Yeah, I know I'm terrible. I watch americas next top model for insperation, I spend hours studying pin-ups to help formulate goals and a game plan :crying:

(I don't think I've ever told anyone that!)

anyways-I think thats it for now!

Thanks for reading!

Hiya,

I am happy to hear that everything thing went well with your surgery and it was uneventful... How did you manage being away from family and all. Did your DH reach out to you? I don't think that it is wrong to have a visual picture in your mind cause lord knows when I finally have surgery and reach my goal .. I will be shopping and be "Forever 21" .. but that is just me.. I really want to be able to shop and find nice casual - preppy and sexy shirts!!!

Keep posting and let us know how you are doing... I actually live in NYC. Take care.

I am so happy for you and can't wait to be hot as well so I get it