Never knew

I didn't know there was a journal here. Well maybe I will keep this one up. I don't have access at work to my live journal. When I am hope I don't have much down time to go on it.

I have not been good on my diet. I am just too tired and depressed. I am tired of being a single mother. I don't think my mom understand what she has done to me. I understand her point of view some. I just don't really care. She is a person I hope to never be come. I have never looked up to her and wanted to be her. I think that is a shame. I have never really got a long with her. We are such different people. I know I have gotten some of my bad habits from her. I reall hope I don't pass my bad habits off to my son. I want to be healthy and at a normal weight for the rest of his life.