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Meow=^..^='s Journal

A blog by Meow=^..^= in General

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Be afraid, very afraid!!!

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It has been an interesting 3 months!

Well...... 2 days after my birthday I found out I had Ovarian cancer, so I had surgery on May 1. Then a week after I was released from the hospital I had to go back cuz I got a staff infection, which really sucked!!!! Then I went to my Moms for a week to recover (only cuz hubby wanted me to go!) So I had a wound vac for like a month and a half. I am back at work now, but my tummy is starting to hurt. I bent down yesterday to pick something off the floor, yeaaaa not the best idea! LMAO and I need

OMG!!!! I am 35!!!

OOOOOOOOOkay...I have not been here in FOREVER! Working, living, all that crazyness.... So I did find out that my insurance will pay for only $5000 total life time for gastric bypass. We shall see if they will also cover the band. So next month I will start my 3 month monitered diet!. Ha!   When I went to the doctor 2 weeks ago I had lost a total of 25.5 pounds....Sheesh its been a long road the last few months! I am gunna check out Curves. There is one a block from my work, and a few miles f

August?????

WTH???   OK so last I wrote I forgot to say that I lost 12.5 inches... I have not measured again yet. I have not been well and have spent some time in the hospital. I have a infection, but I am on many antibiotics and feel much better, but I have to go back to the hospital tomarrow. So no exersize for me, and hubby doesnt believe in no salt, fat free cooking!!! LOL SOOOOOOOOO I have no idea of where I am. But I will try to wiegh tomarrow.

I swear this month is just flying by...lol

Another week gone and I still have not wieghed..AUGGGG But I am trying to cut down on fats and salt... To eat healthier so to speak. I did 2 days of strength training, but my cardio is still sporatic at this point. Hopefully I will get time soon to get a schedual going. My blood sugars are great. I still have not been able to completely give up soda, which totally bites!!!! Last weekend Hubby and I measured me...LOL maybe tonight I will again measure to see if I have lost inches.   So I am no

AUGGGG...LOL it is now the 13th!!!

So I went to the Diebetes training.... Learned nothing...LOL a great 9 hours well spent! But the dietician wants me on 1600 cals a day...uhuh WHATEVA!!!! But I got my drugs too so feelin great... Been walkin, and History is still kickin my bum....UUUG and I have been looking into the political nightmare that has become of our country...LOL extra credit from my "pointy headed liberal teacher" She calls herself that, and I love her. But come on!!!!! How evil is it to ruin a womans CIA career cuz y

Is it already the 7th????? OMG!!!!

So I havent been here in a few.... The History 101 is kickin my bootay!!! LOL I have to read a chapter a night AUGGGGG..... This last week I read 5 chapters, I had to spring clean my house...ewwww, and I need to get my drugs....WTH, $135.00 hopefully.... I need a real job to get insurance, I need an externship for 166 hours to fufill my school requirement...Yeah feeling a little stressed at this point, OOOOO and I have 3, 5 hour classes next week for nutrition, overwhelmed is the word... but I h

*sigh* Happy 4th of July

LOL...... so yesturday was a horrid day, and I ate almost eveything the house. AND, I did not take my sugar cuz I didnt want to skeeer even me!!!! But I did NOT drink soda(ate 2 hamburgers, 2 bags of chips, nuggets, salad, and some ice cream, turkey sandwich and a green tea sobi, shrimp chow mien) But I did NOT drink soda!!!!! So today is a new day and I feel better... No headache so hopefully I will be able to control myself, Pray for me...LOL, I need it!!! So for now I put off the liquid till

Day from Hell

Sooooo, trying the liquid thingy and wanted to kill myself... But I think its more from not having Diet soda. Would like to rip my hair out now...LOL   8 shake 10 shake 12 shake 3 85 4 turkey burger, veggies, plum   LOL Still starving!!!!

Its July 1st

Dang!!!! ok I must have just had way to many carbs yesturday NOTE* no more ice cream with sugar for me, I fell asleep at like 9pm. I NEVER go to bed that early...LOL and I remember asking Hubby for a popsical too, WTH???? And I woke up like 3 times to pee in the night...OOOOO and now I realize there is a difference in the diabetes thirsty. It has been like a month since that feeling where my mouth is dry and I need water in the middle of the night. Ok so I am still learning. So I have to go shop

OMG....I hate my insurance!!!!!

So I spent the morning at Social Servicess trying to renue my insurance, which they would not since I dont have income verification...ummm Hi dont have a job!!!! Have to go back Monday. WHATEVER!!!!   6 am 119 9 am B: Pastrami/turkey sandwich, plum, cheese L:fish samich, fries D:chicken, sunday...with chocolate fudge....and nuts...yea I had a bad day     LOL, Does standing around an office for an hour count as exercise???? LMAO

Last Day of Astronomy...ewwww the Final!!!!!

Was up at 7 am, still studing for the final...whew! LOL Now I gotta get up off my rump and get an externship...NOOOOOO LOL WOOT WOOT got a 53 on my test, so overall 175....Auuuuugggg 5 short of an A....Whateva, LOL pretty good for never reading a chapter and skipping most of the classes....SHHHHHH..hehehe On top ewwww History 101, shoot me now please!!!! DO IT DO IT!!!!!! If I had 1 wish I wish that I could pick out the "core" classes I want to know about...Didnt I learn enough about American

Joes crab shack day!!!! wooot

9 am 105 B:Fish smich...LOL L:shrimp stuffed with lobsters, broccoli, red potato, some fabulous lobster fondue with garlic bread, 2 bites of key lime cheese cake...mmmmmmm 8 pm 85 D: bowl of cereal     Ok so I talked to my Dad about my plans for surgery, and how I was going to finance it... My Mom did not even tell him *sigh* My hubby was just confused, LOL. So maybe after I told him of the 17% intrest, he will show pity and lend me the money intrest free....fingers and toes crossed, plea

Augggg its hot

Well, feeling much better today. But my back feels like it is gunna break off!!!! GRRRR...LOL I held onto the stress to long.... Already took drugs at 7 am and at 9 am, yup its almost 11 and I am gunna take more..... But the positive side was I got to have GREAT sex last night...LOL and hubby is VERY happy and still sleeping...ROTF SOOOOO slept most of the afternoon, guess I was tired too, even missed school WHF???? LMAO So I am counting it as my exercise!!!     9:30 am 110 B:pastrami sand

mmmm Sushi...lol

So today I am holding an expierement.... I am eating Sushi for breakfast...LOL at 11 am... went shopping yeahhhhhhhhhh and I am counting it as exersize cuz I was sweating!!!!   9 am 127 B: i spicy cali roll L:GRRRRR I ate a big mac meal... Really pissed off!!!! D:chicken leg, 2 tortillas     OMG I HATE going to the Doctors... and they wonder why.... I waited 2 hours for my appiontment, then when I asked, they couldnt find my chart and had to wait another 45 min. wasnt able to have my te

To much time thinking...

As a side note today, I told my Mom about the financing, and that I might need a co-signer and she said nothing... I didnt let it bother me all day, and now its all I can think about...GRRRRRR I guess all I can do is pray about it tonight, or it is going to drive me insane. I just wish this once she would help me... Doesnt she see she is just like her own father????? She once asked for a job to get her car fixed and he said no... I heard this story many times from her... And how they wanted her

WOOOOO HOOOOO

:whoo::whoo::whoo::whoo:   LOL Lost 4 pounds!!!!:cheer2: Very happy today, minus the 6 vials of blood the lady took...   9am 99 NO FOOD nada till I had blood tests L:Whopper, fries (small) diet coke 5pm 79 Snack:Peanuts and baked Cheetos D:Chicken, salad, quesidilla... Didnt feel well.. feel good now!!!! Maybe blood sugar was to low???     walked 10 minutes today...LOL back didnt feel like it was gunna break off today!!! Off to change my ticker!!!:heh:   And what happened to ever

I like my new Kiity!!!!!

LOL...:bored way to much time lookin at Avatars yesturday!!!! Soooo today hubby doesnt feel well... I think it was too much time in the 111 degree heat if ya ask me. Cleaned kitchen ick, doing some laundry double ick...LOL   I still gotta see the movie, shop, and pay ticket, And go to hospital to get blood work done for the dreaded Endometriosis test on Monday!!!!:hurt   9am 123 B: chicken noodle soup L: chicken sandwich, small fry....yaaaa I ate it D:burger, salad 12 am 107

Good Morning lol and its 11 am

Its alive!!!! LOL barely... Things I have to do today are: 1. Pay off my parking ticket...Sheesh $500 dollars later 2. Go to the gym.....CHECK 3. Go see a film at the observatory for my Astonomy class at 7:30 4. Go grocery shopping....AUgggg 5. Call about my last pay check...that is late 3 months...LOL and they wonder why I quit...... CHECK 6. Call and find out where I can go for my catscan (the hospitals only goes up to 400) seee Mo no snide comment *bats eyelashes* LMAO...CHECK   I fee

The Goal....

Here is when I was 175....far right...LOL a million years ago(I was 14 in pic)...I remember when I had no tummy!!!! Then I think it is unrealistic, LOL so I think about 250, on the left (I was 17 almost 18 in pic)... And yes I know bad 80's hair and yes I had a thing for white sweaters...,LOL I dunno why!!!

Pics

Ok I am trying this so I can put before pics in here... Beware LOL   HEHEHE.....OK it works!!!! These are wedding pics..10/31/05 LOL the last time I really let people take whatever pics they wanted of me. All the guests had cameras... Cuz ya know as a fat girl pics have to be orchastrated to NOT see fat and the dreaded double chin. Photo taken out due to...LOL Cyber stalking!!! Do not want to share that photo with the world!!!

LOL, I DID IT!!!!!

Ok I got my fat ass up and got my card (horrid pic just like my drivers liscence :faint2:) then I whaled over to the gym, and sat my bum on a bike and peddaled furiously for 5 strait minutes....lol OMG, thought my legs were gunna fall off!!! WTH???? I dont know how telly does 10 miles I am in awwwwe of her. Then I came home and read MoOrLess journal...you go girl...LMAO and I am always here!!!! I will talk to ya!!!! I was very inspired by her food and exercise journal...so here is mine too!!!:sc

Determined

OK Damnit....today is the day!!! I will go to student goverment to get my id card so I can use the gym at school....AUGGGGGGGGGGG I looked at the gym 2 weeks ago...LOL it is so small, and the bike room had like 4 bikes 3 treadmills...but hey it is free and I soooooo cant afford to buy one.... Hopefully it will be empty, like when I looked at it. LMAO and it has a tv and vcr/dvd player, interesting. Well if I am gunna do it I gotta go now, have a test today. Hopefully the questions wont be so fr

*SIGH*

Very Depressing day today.... I dont even know why. Maybe it is because I don NOT want to go to the doctors tomarrow. The last time I had a GYNO visit was HORRIBLE. LOL Probably why I havent gone in 6 years. The doc was such an arse. I have always sat up since I was 12 but nooooooooo she wanted me to lie down, then was mad cuz she couldnt see nothin and then was just a witch about it. I told her my cervix was tilted!!! Sheesh   I just feel like I am in a viscous cycle. I cant work at a good j

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