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A weight loss surgery blog by Hollie519 on BariatricPal. 4 entries on surgery, recovery and progress.

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Read more about It's been a long time....

It's been a long time....

I need to get back on track. I've been completely deflated for like 4 months. I've gained like a million pounds. No only 40 pounds until my goal weight and I would be happy with losing 20. I think I need help getting back on track.   PLEASE GRACE ME WITH YOUR WORDS OF WISDOM!

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• Hollie519
• December 7, 200916 yr

Read more about Wow...

Wow...

I just read over some of my blogs and posts. I don't even remember what its like to feel like that anymore.   Today I feel good. I actually just broke up with this recent boyfriend and I feel good about having some me time. He was just drunk and said some stupid things to me. But I'm just not going to settle or put up with it. Why? Hell no am I going to be my mom. No way! Alcoholism is a serious issue. When you don't know when to stop drinking every time you drink, you shouldn't even waste yo

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• Hollie519
• March 31, 200917 yr

Read more about The boyfriend problem

The boyfriend problem

I just told my boyrfried that we need to be on a break. After posting a thread with my thoughts of my childhood, I realized i have a lot of work to do on myself. I also found myself wondering if I was just with this guy because he loved me before I had the surgery or am i clinging to him because I thought he'd be the only guy who'd ever love me. He also, is like my child. Sometimes i feel like a single parent; more often than not. I pay all the bills and make sure he is doing everything he shoul

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• Hollie519
• August 21, 200818 yr

Read more about Self Hate after losing weight

Self Hate after losing weight

I, like most of you, have been over weight my whole life. I battled with weight right next to a thin younger sister. She is now a stuck, materialistic kind of person who doesn’t care about other people. To tell you the truth, I hate being fat and hated the years I had to grow up fat but I wouldn't have traded it for the world. I wouldn’t be the person I am today had I not been. I feel I have confidence in my personality, my brain, and my work ethic. I strive so hard to be what people wish they

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• Hollie519
• August 20, 200818 yr