Just needing to vent a lil I guess...have my 1st seminar (mandatory) appt january 19th, but am anxious to get process started. Getting more and more disgusted with myself..have pretty much been so self conscious about being naked in front of hubby forever..finally am not worrying about it because I know I'm going thru with this and am going to feel better about me whether its 10 or 100 lbs I lose. But am growing increasingly disgusted loking at myself and the fat ass legs and am so frustrated!! I'm sure someone out here feels this way...needing some words of encouragement or ??? Ugh I don't know..lol

Oceansunset,

I feel your pain!:willy_nilly: My seminar is not till January 23, and I am losing my mind. I want so much to be on the road to a new me. But I have to remind myself that in my thinking I am on the road. I've become more aware of the choices I make in food. And I have been talking to people about my decision to have the lap band. I never used to talk about my weight---if I talked about it somebody might think I was fat!! Oh wait, they can probably tell by looking at me.LOL Anyway, I know what you mean about being anxious to get started. Hang in there. The 19th will be here before you know it.

Couldn't have said it better, lol funny cuz I feel and think the same way..have been talking about it more and thinking, "wait I'm talking about doing this cuz I am fat" and wouldn't ever try to bring attn to my size, but now talking bout it cuz I am so positive about the change! But def think hurry the heck up..here its bout 2mth process so I'm hoping to b banded by march or april latest!

Oceansunset,

I feel your pain!:willy_nilly: My seminar is not till January 23, and I am losing my mind. I want so much to be on the road to a new me. But I have to remind myself that in my thinking I am on the road. I've become more aware of the choices I make in food. And I have been talking to people about my decision to have the LAP-BAND®. I never used to talk about my weight---if I talked about it somebody might think I was fat!! Oh wait, they can probably tell by looking at me.LOL Anyway, I know what you mean about being anxious to get started. Hang in there. The 19th will be here before you know it.