What is going on?

I think I just have to vent a little bit. I went for my second fill last week and my Dr. said he thought I had too much restriction already. He did the fill under floro and when I drank the barium Fluid it slowed down when going into my stomach. Doc stated that did not look right and asked if I could eat. YES, I can eat just about what ever, I feel some restriction in the mornings, but by lunchtime I have minimal restriction. I can eat sandwiches, chicken, etc. I was losing weight up until this last fill, but I was so demoralized by the whole experience of driving an hour to the appointment, paying the co-pay, and waiting 1.5 hours to have my physician tell me I have too much restriction and he's not going to add any and basically question my ability to assess whether or not I need a fill. If there is something wrong, then I wish he would explain what he thinks is going on, but I don't think he has figured it out.

I have got to get my head right. I have done well the past two days and hopefully I have gotten over my mad and can start progressing again. I just wish he would listen more, but hey he's a surgeon, you can only ask so much from a surgeon. Thanks for letting me vent, just needed to so I can move forward.