I expect all of you to rail me if I'm not doing the right thing!! Do you hear me?!?!

Holy Cow MAN!! I woke up and weighed myself and I was 255.2!!! :biggrin: WTF?? What is wrong with me? I feel so terrible, and I feel like a blasted failure... Okay, just so you know I had gotten all the way down to 227 Lbs. Then I fell off, and when I say fell off, I MEAN WAYYYYY OFF!! I could just feel the blood drain out of my face... dammit!

I keep going up and down, up and down. I'll get back down to the low 240's, then I'll forget all about what I was doing and the slider are right back in my mouth and my scale is climbing back up again. But this is ridiculous. I haven't been this weight since right after surgery when I blew right past the 250's. So... today... right here and RIGHT FREAKIN NOW THIS IS GOING TO STOP!

So, I'm looking to you my VV sisters to look after me, pick me up and give me that swift kick in the ass that I so desperately need right now. Why? Because, I'M NOT A FAILUREOR GOING TO MAKE MY BAND A WASTE!

This right here is going to be my daily diary. ...and when I say daily, I mean every dang day. If I miss a day, I expect you to send me email or whatever to say, "Hey WTH are you?" You know...

I'm going to write to let you all know what I ate for the day, what exercises I did - did I slip up? Did I have a great day? How much did I weigh that morning... anything and all information pertaining to my weight loss is going to be right here.

That it ladies... I'M OWNING UP!

Yoo hoo....LilMiss. Where are you??? You asked to be reminded/nudged/nagged/encouraged, but we can't do that if you aren't posting....:grouphug:

What tappy said! :welldoneclap:

Hi sorry, I've had the flu and been bedridden since beginning of last week. I went to the doctor and she gave me some Azithromycin for sinus infection and bronchitis. I've been really really sick.

No I havent posted at all really. I havent been bad either. I've just been a ball of matter, but I'm going to try to get back to at least a small walk during lunch hour today. Today is my first day back at work since March 26th.

Then when I came on LBT a few days ago I went in the chatroom and some PO'd me really bad and haven't been here since.

Anyway, thanks for checking up on me. I'll be back really soon.

LilMiss...Sorry to hear you have been feeling poorly; hope you are on the path to recovery.

Hope you're feeling better. We need you!

Okay all... if you're looking for me, you can find me here:

http://www.lapbandtalk.com/f15/do-you-need-lose-those-pounds-youve-gained-91795/

I'll be there for awhile. Now I know I said I only want to talk to others who are struggling too, but all of you are welcome there as well. I just didn't want anyone posting asking how restricted I am, to all that garbage.

I just want some support. That isn't support for me. I'll come back here of course from time to time, but you might find me there more in the time being.

PS, I'll be posting my thoughts and accomplishments or bumps there until I get back to where I started during the day.

:thumbup:

Thanks to all of you for being a great motivator. I am going to get it done! I promise, it's just taking more effort than I would have ever imagined. :sad: