I broke and had to have a real cup of coffee tonight. I have been drinking this substitute called "Raja's Cup" which is really good but I missed my good ole cup of "International Caffe Vienna".

Well that was a mistake. I have horrible heart palpitations now. I also have some muscular tenderness like when you do too many butterfly exercises

(you know "I must I must I must increase my bust" exercises.)

OK so back to Raja's Cup for me. Damnit. LOL!!

I could NEVER give up coffee. I would rather have coffee than food and that's the honest truth. I'm like a smoker I guess - I know its bad for me but I dont care. It punctuates my day, its warm and comforting, it doesnt make you fat (I just have a dash of skim milk, no sugar), its sociable, it ends a meal, I just love it.

I did cut down to 3 cups a day though and I drink decaf other than that because there was a time when I was sipping my way through seven or eight cups. I felt sick for weeks, SUCH a headache, but I couldnt figure out the bad taste in my mouth, till I realised I was also pregnant! So I cut down at the right time. First three or four months of pregnancy, bleuch, cant touch the stuff but it doesnt save you the withdrawal. At least I had my withdrawal BEFORE my morning sickness!