i'm absolutely terrified, my surgery is today and it JUST HIT ME that i have a negative relationship with food. it JUST HIT ME that this whole time i've been lying to myself. I'm sitting here thinking about the diet coke i can't sneak in before surgery, no pizza sweedish fish AH its just like i have no :sad:idea what i'm feeling or going through, which is what lead me here..anyyyyy ideas?

Seriously, you are very young! No wonder you're in a panic! Take some deep breaths and try to chill out :party:

Unless you get super super restricted (and that will be your choice; you WILL be in control) you should be able to eat anything, but you'll just eat way less. You may not be able to drink diet coke any more but in the vast scheme of things you probably won't miss it much.

You'll most likely still be able to eat pizza but a piece will fill you up. Now what's wrong with that? I don't know what "Sweedish fish" is (don't know if I WANT to know? LOL) but you'll probably be able to have small portions of it, too!

Hang in there!