Irrational Guilt
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I'm 10 days post-op. I stayed on the clear soups for the first four days but at only 9 calories per serving, I was worried I was going to pass out on day three, although I didn't feel 'hunger' in any recognisable sense. In fact since my surgery I have only felt a vague hunger once. I having been making soup which I pass through a very fine seive and them water down with clear broth so they are the consistency of hot chocolate. They could easily go through a straw. A cup or so fills me up.
My problem is that when I feel full I feel guilt! This has been compounded by the fact that although I lost 11lbs in the first 6 days, I haven't dropped another ounce since. Now I know that it's probably that I'm turning into a big bag of water with all the liquid I'm pushing in, but I reckon my calorie intake is about 500 a day, so it's a bit frustrating. I'm also worried that I'm pushing my metabolism into starvation mode which will make long term weight loss that much harder. This probably explains why I am retaining so much water. I am taking in 3-4 pints of liquid a day but there's not a lot coming out.
On the plus side, I do feel fine. I cycled today - only about 3/4 of a mile but it was good to get moving again. I want to eat but so far, other than sucking on a milk cholocate button until it vanished in my mouth, I haven't cheated once - a minor miracle in itself. But, golly, it's so boring!?
Never through I'd be saying I can't wait until I can eat baby food!