Ok so all pre op appointments went very well. Now we back at the guest house. I'm struggling a little tonight. Mostly because I am tired and my husband had a fabulous smelling calzone. I don't even like the toppings he had in it but it smelled Devine. Liquid diet for a week and now clear liquids for 2 days has me craving bread so bad. I know this is gonna be awesome it's going to be fantastic. I just want to be done already. I know this is not the last time I am going to struggle with this. And I know I am stronger than this. I really wish I had brought my anxiety meds so I could just zombie out. Who wants to movie marathon with me tonight. There is no way in Hades that I am gonna be sleeping tonight.

My surgery is next Tuesday and I also am sure I will not be sleeping Monday night. Keep strong and you will get through the pre-op. Good luck with your surgery,