Hello Friends,

I am new here but have been "lurking" for about a year. Creepy huh? haha Have had weight issues my whole life and at 36 the battle with the bulge is getting the better of me. Decided after every diet and exercise program failing, that this is my last chance. My weight has not only caused me a great deal of angst (infertility) but also embarrassment ( held up a carnival ride and asked for seat extender on a plane) These of course are just a few highlights.

Wanted to travel with my husband, but it now appears that plane tickets are exorbitant and we have a house full of pets that needs tending to, so I am going alone. ** Is anyone else going to Mexico on December 26th who may want a moral support buddy?** My Dr. is Jamie Ramos Kelly.

My fear level right now is going back and forth. Sometimes I feel confident with my decision and sometimes I want to call and cancel my appointment because I think I've gone mad to consider this. "Yes mom, I am traveling to Mexico to have my stomach cut out, no mom I don't think I will be kidnapped by cartel."

Looking forward to sharing my journey with you all.

I crushed a camping chair. Who knew those suckers had a weight limit?!

You will be just fine! Good luck to you!