The last two weeks have been an emotional roller coaster before my surgery on Tuesday..so I made a Bucket List of what I want to do after Surgery!!!

1. Sky Dive

2. Rock climb

3. Run a 5k

4. Run a 10k

5. Participate in a Tough Mudder

These are high end goals I know the little things too are going to be great

1. Fit in an airplane seat!!!

I dunno thought I would share

- paint my toenails

-buy something lacy at Victorias Secret

- have a lot more sex and feel good having my hubby see me

- bike, walk, and enjoy the outside more

-have people tell me I look great and want to knw my secret

- be in control of my life

- have willpower and a fresh start

- make my kids proud

- have a lot more energy

-look in the mirror without hating myself

- get permanently out of the plus dept.

- buy a sexy swimsuit and sexier clothing

the list goes on and on.....

1. Run a 5k, 10k, half marathon, full marathon.

2. Have more sex with my wife.

3. Walk outside without a jacket or vest after losing my moobs.

5. Go to a beach with my family without feeling ashamed.

6. Be able to look in the mirror and see that I have lost more than 50lbs.

7. To not wear clothes from any store with big and tall in the name or shop for portly sizes.

8. To finally feel good in my own skin instead of hating myself because of my weight.

One more thing on my bucket list is to read my posts more carefully before I hit send. Believe me, i went to college and I can actually count. I realized I went from 3-5 and skipped 4 after I hit the send button.

There are just a few things I really want..

To wear my wedding ring again

To feel that my husband is proud to have me on his arm don't get me wrong he loves me and shows my off no matter what size I am but I don't feel good enough. I know its my hang up.

And to be able to walk into a store and not have to ask where the plus sizes are!

Starting weight 260

Present weight 238

Surgery date 2/19

Well just a fast update.. My wedding rings fit..omg I almost started crying !, I don't wear the plus sizes and everyday I am feeling more and more proud to be on my hubby's arm! I love my sleeve ..thank you Jesus !,,, Hw 260, sw 238' today's weight 196!!!! Woo hooooooo goal weight 145 wish me luck

Well just a fast update.. My wedding rings fit..omg I almost started crying !' date=' I don't wear the plus sizes and everyday I am feeling more and more proud to be on my hubby's arm! I love my sleeve ..thank you Jesus !,,, Hw 260, sw 238' today's weight 196!!!! Woo hooooooo goal weight 145 wish me luck

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We have almost the exact same stats! Great update!

We have almost the exact same stats! Great update!

Thanks.. When were u sleeved?

I have hit most of mine along the way, so now it's time for some new ones. Need new swimsuit (but the thought of shopping for one still stresses me out), my son wants me to go jump out of a perfectly good airplane with him so I might do that, and I want to get plastic surgery to take care of all my loose skin.

Thanks.. When were u sleeved?

Feb. 20

Feb. 20

How r u doing with the weight loss?