Oh well...

I thought I would treat myself to a new pair of work trousers... I only have one pair that fits me and they are really lose and baggy... I can just about get away with them with a belt!

So, I popped into my shop on the way home and bought a pair of UK 14 trousers... nothing fancy, just a plain black pair for work. I got home, feeling a little excited, feeling that they are bound to fit me nice.... alas, I was wrong! I honestly thought I was going to write a size goal post today...* weeps silenty*

Ok.. so I did them up, got in them - but there is NO WAY I can wear them out in public...

Feeling a little gutted and frustrated now! This belly fat is really tough; resisting all efforts that I try to rid it!

I am not chanting... 'I will do this.... I can do this' - repeat as often as possible!

OOOPs! ... should read... I AM CHANTING...lol... see!! that is how frustrated I am!! =]

Hurrah! I hate how I am so pushed around by numbers... but there you have it. Cut and fabric makes all the difference for sure....pics?

Hurrah! I hate how I am so pushed around by numbers... but there you have it. Cut and fabric makes all the difference for sure....pics?

Hey!

Yea, I put some pics on another thread... a size goal thread...lol! Been wanting to do that for soooo long! =]

YAY Coops...I just saw the proof pictures...love this!

And yes, I HATE being between sizes so much that it will actually help me determine my actual goal weight. When I'm solidly into the size that I feel most comfortable at I know I will be "done!"

YAY Coops...I just saw the proof pictures...love this!

And yes, I HATE being between sizes so much that it will actually help me determine my actual goal weight. When I'm solidly into the size that I feel most comfortable at I know I will be "done!"

M2G... I completely agree... I think that the surgeon's goal will come first for me, then I am gonna see what size and how I feel there. To be honest, it is getting a little tiresome now and I really feel that I need to settle soon... I need to stop obessing over my weight!! Been going on tooooo long....lol