TODAY IS THE DAY
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THE DAY HAS FINALLY COME!!
I had a really tough week on the pre-op diet...I seriously had a Toni Braxton, Unbreak My Heart, ugly cries in the shower this week due to me being so hungry and feeling so weak, but the day has finally come.
I have an hour until I start my drive up to La Jolla, CA for my surgery. I have a sense of accomplishment because I didnt cheat on my pre-op diet and also because I have gone through so much in these past couple of years due to complications with my band. At the same time, I also have this looming sense of fear penetrating every nerve in my body. I've questioned my decision all week; am I doing the right thing? The right thing for me? But at this point I am convinced that I am. I am ready for a new life, or shall I say my second shot at a new life. I had a horrible experience with the band and never enjoyed my first shot at being thin because I was extremely unhealthy, and I am praying for a different outcome this time around.
So here I am packed, ready to go...I dolled up for my doctor cause he's a dreamboat, well, dolled up as much as I could being that I can't wear makeup
Oh! I forgot to mention, I lost 16lbs on my 6 day pre-op diet... hell yeah!!!
Wish me luck!!!!