Hey guys...Well its the night before a follow up with my surgeon~ And I always get a little tweeky before seeing him.....Thoughts of gainning weight, not being the perfect banster, having to admit to all my wrong doings ( well if the dr asks that is). This is almost as if I were going to confession the day after the Prom!!! I usually make out good.....(for those of you who have seen my posts before the dr visit and after the dr visit can testify to!) Im pretty sure this time in I am getting a fill and Im nervous about that...then again, I thought the same thing last month. However this time, I feel like I need it. I am hungry, I can eat a lot in one sitting...but I am getting stuck...and why is that?? Cause of this habit that I CAN NOT BREAK of big bites and chewing till my face falls off~~

Okay, thats enough....thanks for listening guys! :eek

I know about those big bites! I get stuck, too - too much! Even if I take smaller bites, if I do ANYTHING besides concentrate on chewing, then I forget to chew well enough!!! Arghhhhh. Do not worry about talking to the doc - look at how much weight you've lost! You're doing great! Good luck on that fill if that's what you end up doing!

Good luck with your appt! I know what you mean...Shawn

hey guys...back from the dr..i did get the fill. now im up to 2.5. i gotta do one shake for each meal for two days...then two shakes a one pureed meal for two days then two shakes and a regular meal....this is all to get my stomach use to my new fill. i also have to up the exercise which is nooo big surprize, but im a little ascared of this fill!!! gotta baby it i supose......i have been plateaued at 215 for a few months...the weight on my signature isn't right cause my scale is a big ol liar!!! I will adjust it to match my weigh ins with my drs office. I have desided not to weigh in at home any more because 1) my scale is a big ol liar, and 2) im not gonna stress out over the numbers. I gotta go back to some basics here.....and putting myself first is one of them! Life has been screwy over these few months plus the holidays so i came out victorious over those two situations...I didn't gain anything!!!! but now its crunch time...literally!!!! :confused:

okay guys, thanks for listening! talk to you soon~