kellieatkins30

Always have it to the point hubby has to open the window first thing in the morning so he dosent get toxic poisoning from my breath 8 days out Please help!!!!!

Congratulations I also became a bandster this week and am at day 5 feeling good went for a walk with hubby and feeling satisfied on the liquids just fighting head hunger all the time today. I didnt leave the hospital until day three but it seems abit different here in OZ than in th USA

They postponed the surgery until the 10th october and I am pissed it is no fault of my own the surgeon had trouble with the man who went in before me He had a bleed and took over three hours to do so I am not a bandit I am very very depressed and I have sore eyes from crying so much I did tell the surgeon my thoughts though as I think it is hard for me to be emotionally sound if things like this happen :think

Yes that is right I am being banded tommorow and I am so ill with nerves :sick Thankyou to all that have supported me in the past couple of months I look forward to getting back on here after becoming a bandster:bandit Love Kellie

Thankyou all so much for your kind words and support. In Australia we do not have these support groups you all talk about, what we have is the online support and the friendships we make off of these. I have not been second guessing my descion to have this op at all I am looking for a new life as a bandit and life with this tool that will at last help me to lose the weight :clap2: I just cant stop the tears Yesterday I said Goodbye to all my family some I hadnt seen for years and as I was doing it I started:think ....... I am scared of not waking up. But I know if I dont control my weight I wont wake up one day either:think . Bring on Friday and all that comes with it 5days to go and my new life as a :bandit

Well this week end was my little sisters wedding and It was lovely but I drank three days straight as it was weekend celebration but as I only have 6 days left I am on TF three meals a day till I go in I have cried all weekend and I am so stressed out and scared but excited to be doing this but today mostly scared..... Did anybody else feel like this leading up to thier op as at the moment anything sets me off into tears????? Love to everyone thankyou for all of your informative info on the lapband Kellie

Congrats I am also being done on 22nd September band twins I am in Australia Where are you? Good luck with the op

Hi everyone tahnkyou all so much for your input and support yes at times I feel guilty that I dont think more of how he is feeling Lisah but I have just been feeling that he makes it ablout him all the time he hasnt asked me once about how I am feeling I nearly walked out last night as I just cant handle the constant nit picking and anger but I will give him a couple of months after JJin LAif he continues to be a prick Thanks again all

Hi Randi It is all of the above and it is now beyond a joke I havent cheated on him he has on me I wouldnt leave just because I am skinny I will if you treat me and my kids wrong I will come out of this its called positive thinking :faint: I married him fat his isnt that fat I loved him through everything and now he does this I feel ripped of that he is making my experience all about him when in reality its not I am funding this surgery on my own as I have done all along all I asked of him is emotional support and he cant do that :think I am sorry I am just at my whits end with him

I am writing as I only have 10 days to go until I become a bandster and I am finding that my marriage is crumbling. My dh is finding fault in everything with me and the kids and is so grumpy it is becoming unbearable. I am thinking of leaving him now. He has told me he is scared but so am I what gives him the right to behave like this He is pushing me away :help: Please

Oh Kel I agree with you I have been sitting here in shock since I found out those two precious kids and that terri found out after everybody else did Kellie

Hi Jacqui are you on bandsters as well as I have seen your name there mine is patnik41 look forward to getting to know you all better. If any of you are on msn please feel free to ad me kellieatkins30@yahoo.com.au Kellie:hungry:

Thankyou all this is fantastic being able to read everyones experiences good and band I have only 18 days to go so I am now getting excited Kellie

Hi ya sammi where are you from

Hi everyone I am from country Victoria Australia and am about to embark on this journey into lapband world D.O.B 22/9/06 I am currently 304pds 140kgs 5ft 2inc I am hoping that this works as it i my last resort I love being able to read all your threads and learn from your experiences either good or bad. kellie:clap2: