Hi, I am in about the same place. It was two years for me on April 16!
I think about 9 months ago, I got to where I really liked the way I felt and was. Then Christmas came along, and I begin to bake and eat sweet goodies, and I think that started my issues. I gained back 10 pounds, and just cannot get myself in the right frame of mind. I cannot get myself back into the place I was before. I do not need a fill, I need mind motivation. Was thinking about asking for an appepite suppressant, wasn't sure if they would give me anything. Just something to jump start myself.
Tammy Webb