AudsMom

Ok ladies lets do it! August 8! If we register before the 25th of july its only 25.00!!! lets do it! Who wants to do it with me:) We can register with a name... And then get matching shirts and have fun with it:D http://buffalochips.ipower.com/Races/SusanB/index.htm

Yeah mikes down to 201 but still got the tummy so hes not happy with that. But he hates that guys are giving me attn. And the funny thing is i am oblivious to it! yes it is getting old and fast. I hope when he gets a job it helps with his manly self esteem because i cant take too much of this. When someone is soo jealous and everything it MAKES me wanna venture off, and thats not right. I love him to pieces, i just hope he gets some security! And no he doesnt compliment me the way he should. He seriously tries to sabotage me. He wants to weigh less then me and its not gonna be that way anymore. Ive actually been wondering what hes been eating lately when we go out he eats 1/2 of what i eat and im already eating not much! Oh well hopefully things will also change when we have our own place again. I guess everything is messed up for us right now.

Heather what did they say the divorce rate was?? Im quite curious. My husband has gone crazy! I cant text someone without him asking who, he wanted to go on my interview and he went with me not in but stayed in the car... he doesnt trust me at all anymore. Doesnt help our work situation so hes jealous that i had an interview, hes driving me inscane. He hates how guys look at me and he teases all my guy friends. He never dealt with me skinny but this is INSCANE! Ive left him once i told him i can do it again. I think hes also jealous that im smaller then him now thats never been a situation in our relationship. So yeah some hubbies can go nuts on ya. I tell him often he needs to pull it together or ill leave. So i did my walk with weights and boy oh boy my arms are killin me.. i do punching bag on active so i was like what the heck lets do it, so i did ouchie wowow... thats wayharder with a weight in ur hand. so it says in 30 min i burned 298 cals. Pretty good for just a walk. Oh and today after i left you ladies we went to the rocklin thing so for 2.5 hrs i was trying to push a unbrella stroller around in 7inches of grass lol. We had to leave early cause it was so bad that auds and i were soaked and she was very red!

Tamara dont stress, im one of the "lucky" ones most people say i havent pbed either, but i can eat ANYTHING! I mean ANYTHING! Lol yeah sometimes im like (why the heck did i have that there brownie.. and i talk about it for a week)... Ok so i am going to get strict, cause i dontthink im going to get to goal unless i kick my butt more, and work more on protein, and less on eating. Food journal today.. eh not good i didnt eat at home cause i couldnt come home, so.. . B 1/4 c scrambled egg, and 1/2 the crepe at Ihop:D L 1/4 c Scalops and 1/4 c Shrimp (guessing thats the size there really isnt much at all in those lil lunch dishes.. and then i did have 1/2 a biscuit and some salad but maybe 5 bites of the salad.... Total of 1 cup of food... D ok heres where nicole was bad girl.... 1/2 cup Crab meat and 7 shrimp the dinky ones and 1 egg roll... Yeah I SAID I WAS BAD. But tomorrow is a new day I am back on track, who else wants to officially get back on track with me???? Now im leaving for my walk ill be back im putting on my heart monitor.

I am sooo excited about today. Are we doing lunch or anything after, and if so can my hubby and baby join? They will get pretty bored if i make them sit in the car for too long:( Anyone else going to the Celebrate America event tonight at the Twin Oaks Park?

Candra the shirt looked perfect:D Are you going tomorrow?? Nite ladies.

tina girl im worried about you i wonder why you pb so much:(

Lol me with my brownie and christine posts a healthy coffee drink. Ok i wish my body knew what PB was.. or i dont know UPCHUCK.. seriously i never knew sugar could make u feel so icky:( and its not pain which i guess is good.. or stuck its just nausea i wish it would go thru my band already:(

I think its the Chives one ill have to check i just finished it off today the French onion is in the drawer now.... OMG im such an idiot! We are cleaning out all the left overs since we are leaving town, well left overs included my rib meat.. and the desert that was boxed up.. welllll:( Can i vomit????? Sometimes i wish i could just do that and get rid of my stupid mistakes, but oh well... My indulgence for the night... a 1.5 inch brownie, so yummy! Probably the best brownie ive ever had.. And my poor kid got the rest lol, poor things gonna be soo sugar highed. OK here is the major problem, oh well about the cals im still way down for the day so no big thang... well... i ate it right after my rib meat to make it all within 15 min lol.... NOT GOOD. I feel it not a pain or anything just a nausea feeling and sugar sugar sugar.. its like you can tell when u eat crap! And its sitting on top of the rib meat, DRY RIB MEAT! So this could go on for hours... so in an hour im gonna suck down water soo fast:( Hey girls that were at the fill, did anyone else feel for the chick that said she has knowhere to vent about when she screws up??? I told her to join us... she doesnt do net i guess... ok so i was bad.. but i was good all day i swear:D and now its gone thank god.

Sounds good to me i like that idea! B: 1/3 cup of egg beaters cooked with 1/2 a laughing cow wedge YUMMMMMM L: 1/2 a taco and a bite of the beans... not that yummy D: 1/3 c Rib meat (what is planned) Water oko im up to 8 bottles today, i seriously have the worst thirst ever. Normally im good with 64-70 today i cant put it down if i do i get an icky taste in my mouth...

I am sooooo thirsty! Come on is anyone else?? I just had 3 water bottles and i still want more! This is crazy. Its like i have the worlds worse dry mouth or somethin.

OHHh and i think the reason we are all successful is our grou we keep each other motivated, and for that i love my girls:D I think if people stick with our group they will get to goal super fast:D

Tina darling watch that you sound too tight.. SO GIRLS, i am doing fine with food today 1/4 is filling me i am trying so hard to stay away from carbs. I had my egg beaters and cheese for bfast and then 1/2 a chicken taco for lunch. and im still full. What i doooo notice I AM DIEING OF THIRST! Oh my goodness! i cant get enough water, if i dont drink i get icky feeling.. weired, never had that before. I still feel i can eat more though im just telling myself after my 1/4 c that im done. I also luckily havent had the option to snack:D My interview went well will know next week:D

No I didnt loose anything on the 5 day test what happened is i had a loss but then when i ate one normal meal it came back lol. Thats the thing with the water diets its very hard to maintain the loss from them. Thats why im stickin to protein. Well girls I sit here in my interviewe clothes all nervous, i think im gonna get sick! I havent had an interview in THREE years! Whats sad is if i get it then we go to mikes on monday and if he gets that one we might go to his instead.. cause of the pay.. but i dont know yet. Gotta think long and hard.:thumbup: Love ya girls wish me luck! Reguarding the clothing exchange.. if we bring something and noone takes it can we take it back and bring it the next time? Is that allowed. Because i know a lot of people loosing weight and i really would rather people loosing weight get my clothes then the thrift store... lemme know:D

Yes i was the damn guinea pig and sounds like i was the only one! Whats up with that! OK, so i asked, and he said he should always be coming, but for such a large group like we had she would be able to do 1 while he is to make it go faster.

Good Morning Ladies, Today is my big interview day go figure i had nightmares all nite long. Tina what do you mean jump?? I was down 13 lbs since my last fill according to their scale... I just hope i can keep up the wieght loss, they said its gonna start gettin harder since im closer and closer to goal:( OHHH... you are a brave woman! Liquids for longer, goodness i couldnt do it i get so dizzy and nausious. AND that doesnt make since that they said anything to you about the bread! I eat bread and i told liz, and i dont have to toast it. They didnt say anything to me about it... Oh well i better print out my resume and start thinking of getting ready for an interview:D

HEY GIRLS! MY GOODNESSS CHATTY CATHIES!!! Ok well im not going to say a darn word about this "liquid diet" all i can say is im not doing so hot on it, and thats that. BUT i dont feel crap! No stiffness nothing, whatever. Crazy i did better on the 5 day pouch test then this... I heard the reason they want it to be clear is so if you do vomit excessively if it has color you know something is wrong..... Oh well:D OK< so i am a june 23rd girl:D Tina ill be there with you, and are you guys serious im the only liz fill! Damn it! It hurt like a BIOTCCCCCCCCCCCCC yea hi dont need to fiish that. Well i get in there and they give me a cover so all was good on teh dress front, dr baggs was suprised that i dont have the cold person syndrom though.. i said heck no its 105 at home lol:D Then i lay down and relax and liz starts to do the stuff! Oh my goodness.. she first off didnt numb enough so i felt allllll of the fill. AND GIRLS, it is painful, if they ever ask to do one without lidocaine reject! Finally baggs took over and stuck it in my port easy as pie.. but then she removed my fluid 5.6 and then added 1 cc so he said im probably right at 7.0 since some stays in. They said im doing Awesome, and that im doing something right, and glad im still a part of the group, and made me feel really good, you know they are good at that:) until we fail lol. Then we left kaiser and went to the job fair it SUCKED like always, but he got some VA stuff taken care of finally and is applying at the Va Hospital in mather, but he also got an interview call for monday at 1pm. So we are going to san jose for that, but i still have mine for tomorrow. So who knows maybe things will look up:D I still cant believe im officially in the 180s its freaking amazing how fast we shrink.. i wnder if we got chubby just as fast??? Can you guys believe that guy told robin about the cigar!!! oh my i thought she was making her own ulcer.. i felt bad for her. And i agree i like liz more now. I am excited to see everyone this coming sat, ill be bringing clothes also:D

Thanks Tina for looking:D Guess I get to go shopping, so the scale is FABULOUS to me this am 188!! thank the goodness... Now lets hope i weigh in under 200 at kaiser, i hate having to be dressed lol. Ok girls ill see you all in a lil while.. oh i almost didnt wake up this am... eek:D

Oh and weired sore! You are sure sensitive! I dont feel anything after the fill... the only thing i ever felt after mine was the day after i tried the egg that got stuck for 5 min..

Oh and bring the clothes in we can do it in the waiting room:D Im so excited to see you all. SLEEVE! ARE YOU KIDIDNG ME! I woulda done the sleeve hands down. I love my band dont get me wrong, but ok with us looking at relocating it was soo scary cause i depend on my surgeon, and going in. I pay extra to have kaiser insurance when other insurances were offered to us at intel. So yeah easy i woulda done the sleeve.. to late now:D I still love my band though.

Hey girlies! I am so nervous but anxious but excited lol about tomorrow! I hate needles so the whole needle part killsme, and i really hope 11 lbs in 7 weeks is ok. I really wanted to hit 14 lbs and i did but then after camping settled out i gained back 3. But im a lil worried im sick.. ive been down all day. Nausious and dizzy. OHHHHH you are all gonna be so proud! I havent been forgeting my vitamins! Im so proud lol. Mike is coming and auds but they just drop me off.... riley i wish i could give you my 14s, but i only have 1 pair of capris that fit me and my 2 12 pants that fit other then that its all 16s and up..im gonna bring clothes on saturday not tomorrow cause i have to go thru it all:D I have an addiction to clothes:( I was hoping someone might have something interview savy for me.... size 10 or 12 would work..:bored: You would get it back......... Just a top:D I can do my slacks:D ALSO, anyone have any M or L Scrubs... i have a million in 2x but none small enough for me now. And when i get the job i need em. Oh yeah and yes im excited about the vet hospital, i technically can go in as a technician but i really am not emotionally ready for that stress.. i have my Associates in Veterinary Medicine and Animal Science so its right up my alley:D Im scared to leave my baby, so i told her i only wanna do 3 or 4 days a week, 3 10 hours would be PERFECT! or 4 8s. Its going to kill me to say bye to my angel:( but how i look at it is this is temporary looks awesome on my resume (shows somethin past college:D ) and when mike and i get preggers i can work for a couple months then go on maternity leave and quit.. then be a SAHM again. This would just help us get outa debt and start our lives. Wow i went on and on sorry:( I guess im a lil anxious...

Ouch that does sound like a different class, i would do exactly what christine said:D Tina id love that info. The interview is for a receptionist job at a veterinary hosptial,and then get on the job training before i go back for my RVT license. whats totally cool is my desk mate already works there! And we were like best friends during college. So id love to work with him. So if i get picked up im going to be looking to move on friday, we want OUT OF HERE! My parents have pulled me into their divorce for the last time! Im so tired of it! So i did good on no carbs today:D The only carb i had was a corn tortilla with my dinner. (yeah im sure those are gone after the fill so i had my hopefully last one:D ) Im ready for my fill im nervous about the meeting though my mind is so scattered it will be interesting.

THAT IS A BEST FRIEND WE ALL WANT! Oh my gosh that is amazing! Hold onto that one:D Seriously i cant even tell my dad about mysurgery its sad.

I just got an interview! NOW im nervous! Holy cow! How will we move to sac is my question, cause ill want to move, sounds like i got the job basically too. eeek. I hate being nervous. lol. Any ideas on how we could move? I am thinking of asking mikes mom to write a letter saying he gets paid 950 every two weeks so we can move into an apt. (thats his unemployment) do you think it would work?

Tamara: Tomorrow we have a group fill. Which is nice cause we all will be there together.. but sucks cause it does take a lot longer. Candra yeah it was nice seeing 189, but then i went camping and forgot to drink my water regularly and im back to 191 bla but im not changing the stupid ticker ill be back there soon. Yeah people are mean.