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Im on an acid reducer it doesn't help and it is bad for my stomach to be empty because it hurts and makes me feel like having a panic attack so I need to eat again and I feel like that makes this whole surgery pointless

Its not just empty it's painful and gnawing and all I can do is cry

Like a sip or two

I had the sleeve done two weeks ago I'm currently eating soft foods like cottage cheese and tuna but after I eat till I'm full after about 15 minutes I'm completely hungry again stomach growling and everything I am so depressed I can't live like this I don't know why it's happening and it's not head hunger I would happy to never eat again I told my Dr she just said it will get better but I don't believe her I don't know what to do I can't spend the rest of my life having to eat every 20 minutes I wanna have a life

I just had surgery last Monday and now the hunger pains are so bad I can't eat much yet I've been taking bites of cottage cheese and I'll be ok maybe 20 minutes but then hunger pains all I wanna do is cry the biggest thing I wanted gone was the painful hunger feelings I'm feeling so discouraged and regretting this surgery but I can't go back feeling so miserable

I'm in Indiana I'm on anthem blue cross blue shield hip insurance to be exact lol the insurances confuse me alot but I was told before I had to do the 6 month plan and keep a good journal and all that annoying crap Sent from my moto g(7) play using BariatricPal mobile app

I won't miss the self loathing and body dysmorphic disorder of my arms that's gotten so bad I can't wear anything but hoodies even in 100 degree temps I can't wait to wear a tank top I think I will cry I have never worn one in my entire life Sent from my moto g(7) play using BariatricPal mobile app

Ugh I know that feeling not about the surgery as I don't really talk about it much but I get that same response about depression people tell me I just need to go for a walk get some air or excercise like really you think I havnt tried that in the last 30 years give me a break lol trust me I wish a walk cured depression and PTSD lol ugh Sent from my moto g(7) play using BariatricPal mobile app

Thanks I've been looking at the site I used in the past they have a weight management course as well as the surgery I'm going to talk to them as soon as I can I just go frustrated before and I'm very depressed which I'm also afraid will make me not eligible I also have PTSD and that's why I turn to food I was abused as a child and food was all I had I no longer binge thankfully but I do eat bad stuff for comfort I hope this works out this time if it doesn't I have no hope left Sent from my moto g(7) play using BariatricPal mobile app

Hi I tried to get weighloss surgery years ago I did the whole 6 month Dr visits for weighloss and not one person. Told me I had to keep a food journal so I was just turned away so I cried and gave up and gained probably 50 lbs so I'm wanting all the info I can on how to get Medicaid to approve me like exactly what I have to do the "6 month supervised diet" is very vague I don't want to screw up again I need to lose weight before I die and also how can I do this during the whole lockdown my Dr is not taking in person visits till oct if then any help would be appreciated thanks Sent from my moto g(7) play using BariatricPal mobile app