Sounds like you have given up on you. I guess I suggest finding ways to love yourself. You are not your body. You are more than just a size. Can you find a bariatric support group in your area? Also psychology today website can let you filter weightloss specialistsnfor counseling. You may just need to learn to view things differently. You are a valuable person. My surgeon even says there is no reason to blame the patient because it's not their fault. There are many biological and.psychological reasons people gain weight. I can empathize with looking for comfort. Can you think of something u could use instead for comfort? A hobby, reading, support group, behavioral modifications, even using something like a food journal, popsicles made of isopure 40 g protein zero carb drink. It gives you a dessert and something to keep your mouth busy during a comfort food crisis. Or even water popsicles plain or.made with water enhancers? Sent from my Pixel 2 XL using BariatricPal mobile app