I am sorry you do not feel you have support. My wife went through the same 10 years ago. Today this site facebook and MFP all have support groups and people like myself who had RNY in July who are here for you,
Check the following web site https://www.obesityaction.org/community/find-support-connect/find-a-support-group/
the site has some bariatric support groups
Also have you done a google search for support
I a, on MFP my profile is josephskop You can friend me and I will try to provide support
Joe