Micoxv

Because you can! It is your choice. Hang in there. It is so worth it.

Thank you. Beginning of the journey. I don't know what to expect but I am determined to succeed. Can't wait to go home .

Good for you! Wish you all the best in your recovery .

Gosh Mico you dont really look overweight in your photo! Good luck with your journey and resisting those delicious spanish churros! Sent from my GT-I9505 using the BariatricPal App Thank you. I have never been a fan of churros. However, Fideua, cured ham and cheese, tapas and chuleton are more my sins. I lost weight over the last too weeks (not much of an appetite with what happened) and it will help me with my journey.

Thanks for your kind words Julie. I made up my mind with the sleeve a long time ago . Bypass looks very appealing but I could not take supplements all my life ( I am terrible at taking prescriptions) and the dumping syndrome was a no go. My issue is on quantity to fill full. I am a social person and enjoy dinner out with colleagues and friends. I will be happier when I am done with half a starter and not have to eat the entire bread basket, 2 heavily dishes and some time dessert. I want this life gone. If the mini bypass works for you great. I am convinced the sleeve is the tool I need . Blessing to you too. Mico

I got extra medication for the acidity and it is gone . No pain . They also removed the drain for a pocket on my belly. Way better.

I would love them to remove the drain so I could at least sleep on one side. I guess I have to be patient. I also feel a bit of reflux and acidity in the stomach. I need to bring that up today too.

I should stay a few more nights in the hospital. 2 may be 3. It is part of the package I paid. No insurance for me. May be it is s good thing. My surgeon really wants to ensure everything is ok (no leak, etc). Since he's done a few VSG (over 900) I will do what he tells me to [emoji4].

Day 2 started. Rough night at the hospital. Can't really sleep on my back to start with. Lots of gas. Had to pee 3 times and I did joy drink one glass of water. I guess the IV are working great . I start to feel some acidity in my stomach (light burn). Will check with the nurse. I have a drain that remains very low. I guess it is a good sign. No cravings, but would love a glass of water and to be able to brush my teeth. I hope I can stand up today!

I am not allowed to drink anything yet nor to stand or walk. I hope I can do that tomorrow . Staying in bed all day is NOT for me.

Oh yeah. I am not about to leave this great place!

Oh yeah. I am not about to leave this great place!

Best of luck! Just got it done today.

March 22. Just got it done. Gas is annoying. I don't feel much pain a part from this., like a big weight on my chest. A bit nauseous too. and I want to sleep a lot, which is good since I can do much more.

Sleeve is done! Some pain and feeling a big weight on my chest but nothing unbearable . Great surgeon and awesome team of nurses. Now the recovery begins

I am supposed to get the surgery done tomorrow morning. I am so calm it freaks me out. My only fear is for the anesthetist to tell me to postpone it because I did not recover enough from the pneumonia. I really hope it works out. I will let you know.

I know it is a one way ticket. I know it is a permanent change in life style. I want to focus on my body, my progress, my sensations. I know it will be tough but it is the most personal decision I can take to save myself. I believe it is easier to get support from people that are going through the same experience. Control is everything and I need to get my life back under control or I am afraid it could get worse for me.

Virtual hugs are always welcome. I feel way better and I am optimistic I can go through the surgery next Tuesday. I have a crazy schedule and this is may be the only opportunity for me before several months and I don't I will be able to wait so long. I will definitely let all of you know how I am doing.

Thank you for your message. I agree with the counseling. I am afraid of the "head hunger". I hope that the fact I should not feel hungry will help me controlling this and focusing on many other things than food. I will share my journey as I want to give back to this community. I don't think my wife is ready to read the posts and I also think she could not understand what we are going through since she has been skinny all her life.

I don't know where to start so I apologize in advance if my story is not that easy to follow. I am a French guy of 42 years old living in Spain (Barcelona) and I have been fighting with overweight my entire life. I am currently at 280 but went up to 350 several years ago (for 5 ft 11). I have been told my entire childhood to finish my plate, so no waste (and also the dish, so no left over, right?). I am also an epicurean and enjoy food, cooking, craft beers (favorite one is from a US microbrewery) and of course wine. I have been playing rugby for over 15 years so the overweight damage was under control and I also built up some muscles under my layer of fat. I have been trying all kind of diets, the latest one was called Dukan diet (basically an "all you can eat protein" one) that showed up pretty effective (went down to 220 in a year) but did not help me with my eating disorder.... I thought I was arrived to a decent level and all the cravings I had were not bearable anymore, so back to 280.. I am a big eater. I have always been a big eater. I don't snack, don't have a sweet tooth, but I can eat a full T-Bone and still feel hungry. I reach a point I can't get me food sick anymore and it drives me crazy to see I can't control it. I still do sports (cardio and weight lifting) so I consider myself in a decent shape for a big guy like me. I need a physical barrier to keep the wolf inside of me. On top of eating a lot, I also eat fast. All the don't dos. I have been reading everything and anything about bariatric surgery. the book from Andy Butler was an eye opener. I believe that VSG is right for me. I found my surgeon, and I was scheduled for March 22. I even started to post on that. Then my life took an unexpected and dramatic turn on March 7. Our baby boy of 21 months passed away, My heart is broken since then.but for some reason my decision on the VSG is stronger than never. I was also diagnosed with pneumonia (bacterial) on March 11 and today I went for another set of X-Ray after a week of heavy antibiotics. I am recovering very well, even if I still cough. I have been doing all of my prep op tests and everything looks good for my surgeon. It seems I am a go for March 22, but still need to be confirmed on next Monday. I want to be done with my life as it is today. I want to stop feeling tired in the morning. I believe I have sleep apnea even I never tested for it. I want to be more active than I am now for my 6 year old daughter. I want to go jogging with colleagues, I want to feel comfortable on a bike. Aisle seats on plane should not be an obsession.I don't want to become a customer of my company that sells products for diabetic people. I want a new me. A new image. Healthier, stronger, dynamic and different. Obviously I lost my appetite for a couple of weeks now. I am suffering everyday and I don't see how I will be able to ever fix my broken heart. At the same time, I have the impression I also need to recenter my attention on myself, be a bit selfish and get ready for that incredible challenge that VSG is. My wife is worried but supportive, my sister thinks I am crazy and my best buddy tried to convince not to do it. I did not tell anybody else and won't. I am sharing here because I believe it is the right place and the people that are making this community are an inspiration. Everybody has a different story but the common point I noticed while reading is that there is a lot of respect in the comments and no judging. Please don't mention condolences or that you are sorry for my loss if you post on this. I assume you are if you have a bit of compassion. This is not the goal of my message. I am looking for tips, experience, real life feedback. I know I am on an emotional roller coaster and that what is coming will be huge, but at the same time, I am convinced I need this. Thanks. Mico

Head of IT operations for a company manufacturing devices for Diabetic people...and don't want to become a customer [emoji4]

I am scheduled for March 22. Can't wait till then!

I wanted mine to be on St Patrick's day (March 17th) but it won't be possible. It will be March 22, which is good too. Can't wait!

March 22 for me. Tuesday to Friday in the hospital apparently.