pinkjaybird

Jeans- I can't wait to wear cute jeans! I can't wait to shop anywhere I want. I can't wait to cross my legs. I can't wait to fit in the rides at amusement parks. I can't wait to run a 5k. I can't wait to be thinner than my physically gorgeous husband. I can't wait to have energy. I can't wait to sit in a chair without worrying if I will break it. I can't wait to wear tall boots. I can't wait to breathe while tying my tennis shoes. I can't wait to wear a swim suit. I love who I am on the inside. I know I am attractive. I m so ready not to feel shame about my weight anymore!!!

Congrats!!!

I did a list of pros and cons. It was really helpful. All of my cons were just excuses that I tell myself to justify why it is okay to eat the way I do. And then I realized the cons are just thinking errors that allow me to stay the same. I don't want that anymore.... Time for a change. 20 years of being overweight and not having energy to do anything. I'm over it. My next 20 are gonna be "living free"!!!

This weekend is my "time" for food funeral. I start 2 week liquids on 9/29. I had been doing a portion of the liquid diet for about a week. Went out for Italian last night. Ordered Fettuccine Alfredo and couldn't even eat it all. Came home and was in a "carb coma". I realized how much I dislike feeling like that. I discovered I am soooo ready for this change! Good luck to you all!!

I am Oct 13th. It's getting real!!!