ForeverFat?

Hello all, I am new. I got my lap band in 2010 and am down 60 lbs. Surgery weight was 340 and today I am 280ish. i Usually yoyo between 265-290. I am an emotional eater. I come from an upbringing that when things are good (i.e. there is money available) then we eat WELL as in A LOT. When things are not financially good, we didn't eat well. I think I have trained my mind to believe that a full belly = stability and good things. It feels very weird to type this out, because I know that the condition of one's life is not determined by a full belly. it sounds completely nuts. I just found out at the doctor that my lap band pouch has stretched, because I am stuffing myself with food I should not be eating. He had to unfill me to ease the inflammation. I am hungrier than ever. I return on 6/13/14. My back is hurting worse than ever. My asthma is worse than ever. I do not want this any longer. My better half is loving and supporting. He just wants me to be happy. I have 2 great kids, a dog, and just got a graduate degree. If I can just control my eating....If only....