Heatherhere1

[center][color=#696969][size=4][font='comic sans ms']Its time to change. I have always been a very able big girl. It never stopped me tell recently. Was willing to live with the fact that I was this way physically. Have been living with this. I have lost 500 lbs over a life time of dieting..It always came back..[/font][/size][/color][/center]

[center][color=#696969][size=4][font='comic sans ms']So here I am getting older and my body hurts so much. The weight hurts. Physically..As I age I came to realize this weight I carry is going to cause me to not be able to live the fullest life. [/font][/size][/color][/center]

[center][color=#696969][size=4][font='comic sans ms']So here Iam.. Im spending my savings to save me. It could be the most selfish thing Iv ever done. It could be the most selfless thing I ever done. I have to do this for me. [/font][/size][/color][/center]