But if you get a dr that refuses to give you the one pain med that works on you and you tell him before surgery that morphine and diludad (and others) don't work on you and still he refuses to give you that one pain med (Demerol) that DOES work and that you've just had 8 months earlier for a major surgery (and some of my other surgeries, that's how I figured it out), then you are just poop out of luck and you have to writhe in agony after surgery as the nurses feel helpless and on your side (they called him twice and he still refused and couldn't be bothered to come in and check on me) when you chew the dr out the next morning, he snickers, and then get an anxiety pill scripted to you an hour later. I was fine and refused it and the nurses, again, agreed. Jerk. (I have more choice words but will refrain). Needless to say, I will no longer pay him over $200/visit for him to ignore me anymore. DONE. Now, If I can just be DONE with these resentful, hurt, hateful feelings..................... ugh