I’m reading through these posts. Perception. Our self perception is off. Since, I recognized that in myself, I’ve sought to understand that. Why is it broken, “misgadged”? Why does my inside hardly ever match? I feel that if I understood why, then I could adjust that in myself.
My lowest weight, post surgery, was 176. I have regained 39 pounds! I look at pictures of myself at my lowest, and feel great about my appearance. But, I remember those moments, in my mind, I was not internally feeling as my outsides appeared.