alatina

Ive told virtually no one nor do I plan to-my sweetie,sister and best friend know-thats it.My own daughter doesnt even know and she lives here-lol.

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thnaks so much-its just so weird I feel like an addict-addicted to food-I know I shouldnt-I know its bad but Im willing to risk it but I will just take it one day at a time.

Thanks everyone and youre right-I need to just make the better choices and think of the alternative.This is just so hard.

Im suppose to still be on liquids/mushies-was banded on April 27th-Im off to a bad start-its just soooooooooo hard for me-Ill be glad to go back to work next week-i have too much time on my hands.

I was desperate for a small mcdonalds cheeseburger(hate all their other burgers)earlier today even though I knew itd be bad but I went for it anyway-I dont seem to be able to just quit it and I certainly can't pull off this chewchewchew thing-I mean geeeeeeeeeeez its so hard to chew things to smithereens.sighhhhh-well anyway i ended up choking it up.I could really use some mental excercises everyone else may have used.

omg my head hurts.

Paul Walker(guy from fast and the furious) the guy who played stiffler in american pie movies?

guuuuuuuuurl please-I own that Eddie Murphy album-not DVD-ALBUM-lol.I stor it next to my Prince Controversy 8track )

its a very quick recovery from what I read here and from my own experience there should be no reason you cant get to your daughters recital.Im still a bit bloated and a few things but nothing that keeps you from a recital Id think.good luck

I complately relate-spoke to doctors office on thursday and had surgery following wednesday!!!In Tijuana!!! Good luck and keep looking to this board for answers-they are great.

I almost forgot.... I cant wait to.....have my arms lie flat at my sides. Its the small things I tell ya-lol.

I rented "The Final Cut" with Robin Williams-it was pretty good-I hated the ending but it really got you to thinking.

wow-very cool indeed!

good luck with next surgery-

yeah Ive wondered the same thing on sizes-Im 5'3 and at 214 I wore a 20/22 but I see others with basicly same stats wearing 18-I wished-if I wore an 18 id look squished in and itd define my rolls-lol.I am also top heavy-even before all my weight gain my chest is a 42dd now its a 46dd-ugh-but my doctor will finally sign off to have reduction once I lose the weight as its a health issue with my back and such.

congrats and good luck

sorry for all the issues youve had-I use 1800 flowers all the time-like 40 or so times a year and have only had one problem so I do believe it is the florist they used locally-call each company directly-the local florist and 1800flowers-ask to speak with person in charge not lower ranked person.good luck

dust yourself off and be proud of what you have done-being angry at yourself doesnt fix it-good luck and feel free to PM me or anything-this is hard and we do understand.

I agree to a certain degree with you on all that but honestly round faces just should NOT have certain haircuts-they arent flattering.I work in a professional environment and like to look a certain way-although gaining this weight mde me feel less about my appearance I do know not to get that short sassy haircut I want just yet-much like I know not to go try to squish my size 20 butt into a size 12 pant-lol.

that is so sad-makes me sick that we live among people who can do these things.

Id prefer Oprah-Maury and all the morning shows are so Jerry Springer-ugh.Im surprised he's still on the air.

I can't believe I also forgot...tie my shoes properly-my friend calls em "fatty bows"-she says all big peoples tennis shoes bows are off to the side cause they cant bend down and tie correctly-and in my case she is right.oops.

very nice job-good luck

sing it sistah!!!